Wednesday, February 27, 2008

What is the meaning of life?

Working and being around with friends are the only way to prove that I exist in the world. With nothing left to care about the person, she is busy of her life and I am busy filling myself with things to do. Is torturing to go through all these again, it is really making me feel that the cycle is going round and round in my love life.

Loving cannot be forced and I don't want change anyone because they are who they are.
Can someone juz take a knife and put it through my heart? Thank you.

Art of Life 10:47 PM

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

MY NEPHEW IS SUPER CUTE!!!



Happen to find this pic in my com.

Art of Life 10:10 PM

Sunday, February 17, 2008

5 more freaking days!!!

5 more days and it will end the 3 yrs of my poly life. 5 more days there will not be any sch work: lab reports, tutorials, assignments and project works. 5 more days no more late night to do work and study and most importantly no more curry rice. 5 more days I can start training for physical fitness: 8 packs. 5 more days I can start basketball again: pass, shoot and D. 5 more days I can start to aim for my 10 k again!!! 5 more days, I gt to wait for enlistment, pilot pls!!! 5 more days will there b a starting again???

Good luck to those having exam for the next few days... =]

Mood: Need to slp
Listening: TV???

Art of Life 10:38 PM

Monday, February 11, 2008

Betray

背叛

雨不停落下来
花怎麽都不开
紧管我细心灌溉你说不爱就不爱
我一个人欣赏悲哀
爱只剩下无奈
我一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间永远都夹着空白
缺了一块就不精采
紧紧相依的心如何say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句 say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管只要你能愉快

心有一句感慨
我还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前替我再回头看看
那些片段还在不在
紧紧相依的心如何say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句 say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管只要你能愉快

紧紧相依的心如何say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句 say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管只要你能愉快

Art of Life 11:03 PM

Reflecting on myself?

Mature is the word some of my friends told me. To small extent I believe I am mature in thinking. Looking back on the life I had gone through, I seriously changed the most among my 5a1 classmates 2004.

Ever since sec sch ended 3 yrs back, I had changed how I looked and most importantly, I see myself tt my thinking has grown. Mayb it was the environment that I grew up in and friends that I had made about 1 yr ago that caused this great impact in me. Comparing 1 yr ago of me with now, according to fanzee, I am like a new person. Totally a 360 degree changed. haha.

In years to go ahead, I hope my real friends are still there for me and 'kick off' some of the bad habits in life such as less scolding of vulgur languages!!!! =]

Mood: Not yet happy
Listening: 存爱 - 杨宗纬
Thinking: When will my iris ringtone rings again??

Art of Life 1:28 AM

Saturday, February 9, 2008

Cripple

1 year of suffering has ended when the light appears in front of me. However, it is another road of torturing ahead when the light is being replaced by darkness. Living in despair and drinking away, nothing helps cos the knife has stabbed directly through the weak heart of mine. What is love? What is caring? What are friends for?

Mood: Still Confused
Listening: 残废 - 吴克群

Art of Life 9:59 PM

Friday, February 8, 2008

First Post

HELLO!!! Today is the second day of Chinese New Yr and is considered another sad CNY for me again. Hai. Quite F**k up!!!

Mood: Confused
Listening: 洋葱 - 杨宗纬

Art of Life 12:28 PM